Moving on

So, I'm gonna quit my job.

I sent an email to HR. So it's done, there's no back from it. 

I haven't spoken with my boss yet; he's new to the team, so that's my justification for that, because I didn't know how to talk to him, what to say, how to approach him. 

On Monday l'll send him a message through teams.

Why am I quitting? Because I'm bored and anxious. It's not a bad job, I just feel restless and I need to do something with that feeling. 

I never made any friends. There's that. I feel sad. I always regret not making any friends at work. It's just the way I am, but it's still sad. Maybe if I had any friends things would've been easier.

I don't talk to anyone. That frustrates me. I feel i'm doing something wrong. My work is fine, it's just me .

As always the problem is me. Just me being weird.

I'll be ok. I'll have a new job. A new chance to start, a fresh start. I'm gonna fuck it up, as always, but I can keep going. Running and running. Running away.

That's the way I am.